Banned from shopping

Ok so it's a self imposed ban, but still making me rather cranky if I may say.

I had to do it. And I already know that I'm not strong enough to 'just look around'.

I've tried and failed too many times to count. So I almost, don't know what to do with myself at lunchtime.

So window shopping online is as close as I can get right now.

EDIT: I just had to add, this is more like 'cutting back'. I'm a bit dramatic, because it feels that way. But obviously I still have to get gifts and all those other things. Just cutting back on me! : )